i need some help...

[mycke89]

Ok guys here's the deal. I'm with the love of my life. I'm gonna marry this girl I have no doubt. She's not into having sex til marriage which I'm totally cool with but at times its been hard on me cuz I've had 7 partners before her so I am used to having sex when I want/need it. Well.. The first couple of months we dated I cheated a couple of times... Twice with two girls the first weekend (one we just made out, the other girl I had sex with and had had sex with her before). About a month later I had sex with the same girl, and the whole time telling them both that it was just a one time thing because I love my girl and I was weak. I feel horrible about it and now its months later and have been faithful to her since. I don't want to and am not going to tell her because she means the world to me and I don't want to hurt her but I still feel guilty. Am I a complete jerk? Should I tell her?? Is that normal for people to do when they go from having a lot of sex to zero?? Plz help me.